On Wednesday night, there was a very serious car accident on the street that we turn into our neighborhood from. Jeff and I were on our way home...me from small group and Jeff from coaching a team in the North Valley. Both of us very easily could have been right there when it happened...I stayed at small group a few minutes later, Jeff went to McDonald's at the last minute...both prevented us from being there when it happened...by just a few minutes. Amazing the impact of little decisions...so thankful for the Lord's protection over us that night.
However, this accident has really stuck with me and I just keep thinking about it. There were 4 people in the accident. Two were thrown from the vehicle. One pronounced dead at the scene. He was 15 years old....15. The other 3 were airlifted to hospitals and were in critical condition. They were all 16 years old. The driver was the brother of the 15 year old who died.
Fortunately, in reading updates this morning, the other 3 are now all in stable condition. But my heart just hurts for these families. It hurts for the family of the 15 year old and for the brother who is now going to have so much to deal with.
No other cars were involved...they think speed was the contributing factor and they just lost control...although they're still trying to put the pieces together.
I remember being 16. I remember speeding and thinking that it couldn't happen to me. You just don't have perspective at 16. I remember getting my first speeding ticket, coming home and fearing my Mom's reaction. Instead, she said "YES! I've been praying for this!!" She knew that was the best way of slowing me down...and now being, well, much older than 16, I have perspective to understand better what
her perspective was...life can be cut short at any moment. She could talk to me all day long about the dangers....but ultimately had to just pray that God would protect me and my siblings...and trust in His protection over us.
Jeff and I have talked about this quite a bit...I think it's been so impacting thinking about it with our little girl on the way. I can't imagine what those parents are going through. I can't imagine dealing with losing this little girl already.
I told Jeff I think that probably the best option is when our little girl is a teenager, we'll need to just lock her in her room and she can come out when she's older...and has perspective. He didn't quite agree. I figured, they did it with Rapunzel, right?? I'm pretty sure in that story that Rapunzel was a teenager...and her parents were just looking out for her best interests. :-)
However, I do realize that prayer...and trusting for God's provision that He
does know so much better than we do...is the key. It's amazing how much your perspective changes when you are going to be a parent. Realizing even through this pregnancy that God is in control...on a whole different level. Sure, I can eat the right foods, get sleep and exercise, etc., etc., to help this little one grow...but ultimately, God is knitting this one together in my womb as He talks about in my favorite Psalm 139...and for that I am so thankful. I am so thankful that God is in control...and that I am not. And that no matter what life brings, He is still in control.